A girl who loves chocolates, tomyam, spaghetti, shopping, travelling, photography, reading
Talks less but thinks more, or maybe more than you ever imagined....

thegirlnextDOOR

It's a big secret! For which, I only tell the readers here..

Ooucchh... It's still a bit painful. There is still a mild bleeding..
This morning, the doctor was asking me questions while at the same time he did not tell me he's going to inject the anesthesia into the affected area. After he injected ONLY I realised that was the injection I was terrified about going there.

Well, not long after that, he did the necessary procedures. And, there, my separated tooth (1 became 2)covered in reddish blood was on the silvery tray. That was soooooooo geli. I never imagined everything to complete in such a short time.

And, conclusion.... I lost a big tooth right now~ *bogeh* Kinda embarassing that I actually lost one while I'm just 24 years old. I promised I will never let it happen again.

Wow, it sounds pretty good news for me. After going through several interviews, two companies offer me jobs at the same time... For which, I think I can finally start working at either of the company anytime soon..........(so happy)

After going through 3 phases of interview at IBM and the other private limited company called Texlon, who would believe that after screening and weighing pros and cons and suitability, I have to come out with a conclusion that both are OUT from the acceptance reality. That is the conclusion after consulting a coursemate who is currently in IBM and also chatting with dad.

The details arent that suitable to be revealed here in the blog. That's too long to write. LoL.

Dad said it's better to find a suitable one rather than to be so desperate for a job. "We do not work because we want to work" whereas "We work because we like the work". It's good to apply for the position that suits me but going for interviews is to know the company better. If I don't have the passion for the job, I should reject if they offer me. And I also know the reason why he's saying this. It's to avoid me from job-hopping in the end.

And, so... I shall anticipate for the next call of interview...

I'm gradually turning mouldy at home..

Ever since I've made this decision, I know I have to stick to it and move forward. No more doubts anymore.

But, the searching process is unbelievably tough as well as the waiting time, miserably slow. Not the ones that I want belongs to me. There are so many tonnes of competitors out there.. fighting for the same position.

Well, I also don't dare to hope for much right now. The big dreams of a lil' girl were
all dashed once upon a time ago..

because I realised that

.......lots of things are outside of our plan. They can bounce out out of a sudden, they may not be the ones that you're expecting or may not the the circumstances that you've expected them to be. It does makes me feel so restless facing all the unexpected situations which affect the arranged plan.

In the end, I will tell myself.. "Well, life has to go on...", this is the main reason that gets me still moving on.....

突然间很想用华语来表达我现在的心情。。

有时候会觉得，做人呀。。别去想太多，就可以让一切简简单单的过。。那不是一件很快了的事吗？少了一份烦恼却多了一些笑容。。

想这么多结果以然还是一样的。。因为那就是早以注定的结果。。

但是，人类真的很矛盾因为不去想不代表一切就会这样的顺着我们的意思。有时要用一用脑去思考，去体会和了解整个过程，这才不会有遗憾。。

无忧无虑还是体会比较重要呢？

It's been so long since I was away from blogging world.
It's time to brush off the mouldy blog and make it alive again!

It's already March 2010 and I'm still moving on.
Working hard to find the precious thing that belongs to me.

First of all, back to my main interest, reading.
It's been so long since I've read any other reading materials except for newspapers and gossip mags. And so, I looked around me and realised that I have yet to buy any books since few years ago.

How time flies. Was busy with campus life and then, work. When I've finally made 'this' decision, I know I ought to do something that would help to make the time ticks faster. READ.

When I'm doing nothing and I'm idling away right now, the best element to enhance me spiritually and mentally, is just a word called BOOK. I'm not a good reader but I always love to know more than what I have.

Therefore, I went to MPH last week and purchased Law of Attraction. I heard from many that it's a good book. Worth reading. And so, I woke up every morning as usual like the time I went to work, I opened the book and read few pages per day.

It's the book that made us feeling "full" everyday. =)