A girl who loves chocolates, tomyam, spaghetti, shopping, travelling, photography, reading
Talks less but thinks more, or maybe more than you ever imagined....

thegirlnextDOOR

I'm gradually turning mouldy at home..

Ever since I've made this decision, I know I have to stick to it and move forward. No more doubts anymore.

But, the searching process is unbelievably tough as well as the waiting time, miserably slow. Not the ones that I want belongs to me. There are so many tonnes of competitors out there.. fighting for the same position.

Well, I also don't dare to hope for much right now. The big dreams of a lil' girl were
all dashed once upon a time ago..

because I realised that

.......lots of things are outside of our plan. They can bounce out out of a sudden, they may not be the ones that you're expecting or may not the the circumstances that you've expected them to be. It does makes me feel so restless facing all the unexpected situations which affect the arranged plan.

In the end, I will tell myself.. "Well, life has to go on...", this is the main reason that gets me still moving on.....