A girl who loves chocolates, tomyam, spaghetti, shopping, travelling, photography, reading
Talks less but thinks more, or maybe more than you ever imagined....

thegirlnextDOOR

♥new semester♥

Classes started..
New lecturers..
New juniors entering UM and my beloved hostel..
But I know none of them at the moment..
Im not too busy nor too free…
Have the first presentation next week.. Finding infos and trying to complete the teamwork assignments by the weekends.. so that all of us have the time to relax and have fun…
Last year in UM.. last year with dearest coursemates as well as collegemates..
No special feelings.. gradually realized time waits for no man.
Grab the chances to do whatever I still can afford to do during Uni life.
Travelling, idling, computer games, joining activities etc.
Final year. Be tough. Be smart. Be assertive. Aim for better CGPA. Pursue all the qualities to be a better person. ^^

♥end of my internship♥





The days..
When I firstly entered here and boss asked me to pretend as HR manager to interview a new guy.
When I ended up being his friend, smsing and chatting every now and then.
When I worked OT and helped a colleague to rush some docs until 6.45pm.
When boss treated us for sumptuous lunch first time ever costing RM300++ for 6 pax.
When I chatted a lot wif the malay guy designer next to me.
When I feel so hopeless waiting for buses every morning, because bus came late most of the times!!!
When I was so eagered to knock off and waited for the damn late bus again!
When I queued up for so long for LrT and LRT got stucked in its operation and was delayed.
When the boss once again treated us to TGIF and AhYat Abalone.
When we tend to snake a lot if the boss gone outstation for meetings for DAYS...
When my supervisor treated us goreng pisang and laughing a lot..
When the boss was moody and everyone got soooo quiet.... silence..........
When few of us celebrated birthday for a senior colleague, the Head of Oprations Department.
When I worked like a 'labour', climbing up the stairs and moving, tidying and arranging the catalogues from a place to another..
When I deserve to be aHsaM rather than a trainee..
When I presented my market analysis for my supervisor and he commented and gave me lots of presentation tips..
When I finally had reached the last day of training..
When I gonna be a student once again..
After 9 weeks.. Not a very long duration. But a lot has happened all this while..

♥Teardrops falling….♥

What has happened to the nation at the moment?
What is going to happen to the nation in the future? Our country…
Working here enables me to be exposed to daily political news. Update myself with the latest info occurring to our country each day. Because I’m able to read newspapers or go online to thestar.com.my whenever I’m free.
Just now, I drop by to the website to read some daily headlines. Something caught my eyes. Tun Mahathir commented on the political issues. Some of them extracted from his personal blog.
So, I click on the link of chedet.com and drop by at his blog. Serious words, political comments and the going-to-fall-M’sia. What on earth is the PakLah doing?
I saw lots of comments for our Tun. M. Around 360 or more. I managed to read few of the interesting ones. There is one which even critic PakLah. PakLah boleh blah..

But, I don’t feel the angriness. Instead, I feel like crying. Seeing everyone being so concerned on the nation. All feeling so helpless that they could do nothing for M’sia. Their comments, or better said, sorrows are beyond words could describe.
Try dropping by the blog and have a look.

I really feel sad. Although I’m just a student. Although I know nothing about politics.
But, I truly care for this country to reverse into the old but improved land consisted of multicultural components.
The good old days that will never return..

♥Do you agree with this statement?♥

The longer you have been accommodating in a certain environment,
The more you are transforming and amending yourself to become one of it.

This is not the so-called peer pressure.
This is just social factor.
The only reason that appears is that, you wanted to have the same alignment to the topics they are talking about. You wanted to be the apple of their eyes. You wanted to share and exchange the same infos. You do not wish to be left out.
These few weeks of training, when I was having lunch wif colleagues. I feel as if Im more into their lifestyles. Not the way they spend extravagantly. Not their attitudes. Not the way they dressed up. It’s the topics they’re talking about.
They tend to talk more on much matured topics. Such as the skyrocketing prices of petrol, the elements and addictives of the petrol, different types of vehicles’ quality, religions and practices, careers, children or money, AND lots more.
Each of them has very strong viewpoints on each of the matters. It is rather very contrasting compared to students’ chats. You will tend to gain extra general knowledge just listening to them. It is okay if you’re not voicing out. But it doesn’t makes you a dumbo. You’ll realize that you gain more than usual.
These are my real life experiences. They are all adults. That is why I found out I’m gaining more. Dad once told me. It’s true you know u’re absorbing new things. But never ever absord the ones which you think are unhealthy. =)

♥sour face♥
Have you ever put up your dark-coloured face when you feel the extreme dislikes on the person?
This is me.
I wonder why I'm so daring enough.
I surely show my hatreds when I face that 'someone'.
I wont be bothered about how he/she feels.
I simply dislike his/her attitude, behavior, spoken words etc.
And, that's lRX. Friends who are close to me will feel it.
They will suggest me to adjust my facial expressions when I meet this 'someone'.
It is TRUE.
But, it is tough.
If one day, I managed to oevercome this sour face in the extreme circumstances, by transforming it into bright, cheerful one.
Pls congrat me. LoL.

♥Real World♥

Where do you wanna work after you graduate?
Do you plan to study Master after you graduate?
What do you plan to do after you finish studying?

These questions whirled around me lotsa times!
I ended up.. no idea how to answer these caring friends and family.
I got a bit worked up everytime people mention about it now. I wonder why.
Maybe because I haven’t had the real plan for my future. It’s true we should plan everything ahead of us. So that we can take a step at a time to achieve the goal.

Would you find a job that gives you excellent pay but gives you lots of obstacles?
Would you find a job that you find it enjoyable but salary is just average?
You can either choose one between this.
Stop dreaming there’s a job you find it enjoyable and pays you a lot at the same time.
I dislike talking bout it because I gradually realize money has become the most integral elements imprinted in everyone’s minds.
Why is it so?.. It hurts people.
I’ve seen a colleague of mine. Trying to resign as he finds it so pressuring. He has found another new job. But, dis company increased his salary. He decided to stay. And now, he regrets.
Why make urself suffer? Money cant bring you 100% happiness.
Of course I cant say I cant live without money.
But I can say, I can live with money as the 2nd option.

When you earn more, you spend more. This is the logic.

The 2nd day of the week.

It wasn’t a very impressive day to undergo as I’ve always yearn for. But it was a lucky after-work period for me.
Well, it goes like this. I walked down to the bus stop a distance away from home at 7.20am. I have waited until 7.40am. No sight of the bus I was going to take. Alrite. Luckily, as usual, my housemate or a friend of mine would usually pass by. So, this time, my housemate tumpang me to lrt station.
I took lrt and stop at d next station for a bus. The bus will stop right at the opposite road of my office. This bus.. my goodness. It came at 8.15am. I gonna start working at 8.30am. Luckily, it’s just about 10mins away. Or else, punching card with red labeled time would be soooo ugly.

I was quite free all the day. Unless there are tasks given, just little bit only.

But, I was fuming when I was fully prepared to knock off… at 5.20pm.. the malay colleague asked me to help her to photocopy some invoices. Well, she said she was afraid of mixing up the documents becoz there were a lot. So, she needed my help.
She have mentioned earlier about it and din make a move asking me to do. But when people gonna go home at d end of the day, she asked for my help pulak.
So sien de la. I noe we have to be alwiz prepared for it. Well, I helped her. After completing, I quickly rushed to the bus stop at 5.55pm.

Hoping for a bus.. No more. (devil)Until 6.20pm. I bue-tahan. I hailed a taxi. This was the 3rd time waving only I managed to get an empty taxi. I hopped on and stopped at lrt station. The ride was rm2.70. I have a rm10 note, a rm1 note and 80 cents coins wif me. Of coz I paid him rm10 and 70cents. He dun hv any change for me. Oh no. I was like.. well, rushing for time. Coz Raymond is at another station waiting for me. This Indian driver, he returned d rm10 note and took my rm1 note instead. He said, it’s ok.
Is it OKAY? I asked him. He said, ya.
I was so touched. I’ve been meeting angels since I worked …