A girl who loves chocolates, tomyam, spaghetti, shopping, travelling, photography, reading
Talks less but thinks more, or maybe more than you ever imagined....

thegirlnextDOOR

Few more days left before I'm leaving home for UM again.
Not sure what feelings I've got here.
Not too happy.. bcoz heavy workloads are awaiting me..
Not too sad.. bcoz going to meet with UM friends.. back to normal daily lifestyle again.
Just wordless..
There's a sudden pause, at the time when family members asked when I'm leaving for KL again.
At few seconds, I was thinking. When? What date is the most suitable? How to go back?
Even such simple answers like this have got me puzzled, cracking my brain for answers..
Hm. Leaving home again..
I will be coming bek here, Kluang, again.

Wow.. Just came bek from 2 places.. Seremban (grandma's house) and Klang (aunt's house). It's a great journey bek to relatives' residence. I feel happy but fatigue at the same time. Bcoz I'm the one driver all the way from Kluang -> Seremban -> Klang. After driving so many times on highways, I feel that it really needs lotsa patience and attention, or otherwise, it might cause unexpected accident. *choi*
On Friday, 3 of us, mum, rShuang & i chit-chatted all along the 2&1/2 hours journey to S'ban. It was enjoyable and relaxing, coz I had someone there to make me stay awake along the journey. It brought us closer, too!

And next is the photo, which i drove high up through the steep slope before reaching grandma's house..

Don't ever imagine that grandma and grandpa stay at somewhere in the heart of the town area.. Nope nope.. they're staying sumwhere in the suburban areas, surrounding by palm oil trees.. I can say it's somewhere so peaceful without any disturbance by neighbours bcoz it's separated and it's a bungalow, and without pollution as well as i can guarantee it's so far away from those stealing, murdering cases. They are protected by security guards.. Can you imagine it?



These are some pics when I secretly snapped a few from my handphone. *Ooopzz.. not doing bad things huh?*
After 1 nite there, we headed to aunt's house, about 1&1/2 hrs journey to Klang. Of course, I donno the way. But my yougnest aunt leaded us.. Luckily, it was smooth all the way. I was quite nervouse then, bcoz it was my first time driving to Klang. Too blessed with God's protection. We reached Klang, went out for lunch at Sakae Sushi & shopped a while at the newest AEON J.Jusco in Bkt Tinggi. Phew.. Full wif sushi and japanese dishes.. we carried on shopping.
Bek to aunt's house again, meeting my uncle from Ipoh. And chatted before we left for dinner outside again. This time, they treated us seafood meals.. It was sumptuous indeed and I think i got fat eating sooo much!







It's a worthwhile and meaningful journey for me. And that was my weekend.. Reminding me of the importance of kinship, alwiz to maintain it, bcoz blood is alwiz thicker than water.. *did i use it correctly?* Hehe..

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When it reaches December each year..
What would u think of?..
ChrisTmas..
That's all?
And there is, of course, santa claus..
ChriStmas carols.. Jingle bells hanging around the christmas tRee..
What else?..
Never left out christMas gifts, am i right?
Furthermore, it's always necessary if we celebrate it with a real snowman accompanied with roast turkey.. wOw~
during this winter season..

sounds so nice..
great.. splendid..
I would describe this season as..
a season full of LOVE, WARMTH & JOY..
the promotion of goodwill and peace...
How bout u?
But.. one day.. this very obnoxious guy.. which i've known him for about a year..
Had told me that.. he feels ntg special about this season.
He thinks it's very normal whether one could or couldnt celebrate it..
He doesnt have the same feeling like us.. Especially when it's full of surprises & excitement..
He DOESNT think so.. I feel so shocked at first..
Because it's a season when i await it with full anticipation.. BUT BUT he gave such a passive response and showed not much interest in this..
Perhaps, he has his own opinion on this. I might say..
To be honest, it's the first time i ever knew that this SOMEONE has so so so different thoughts than us..
Anyway, i do somehow believe that..
the LOVE can be exchanged anytime, anywhere, by anyone..
Not just during this particular season itself, isnt it? ^^

Rain..
It finally stops.. Perhaps, just for a while only..
Coz only God knows when it will rain again.
Gone were the days with cold wind blowing whenever i get closed to d windows..
Gone were the days when i heard the raindrops ticking on the rooftop..
Gone were the days when i hardly see birds flying in the sky..
And today, early morning i heard birds chirping, n singing happily from d windowpane.
Was it good or bad news when the rain comes?
I couldn't tell.
All i know is.. it causes flood when too much rain came.
And it causes drought when less rain falls..

This morning 2 my little nieces came. When i see them.. There's only one word i could describe them. It's been so long since i ever played with lil children.
Their innocence.. and pure HAPPINESS, just couldnt be described thru words.
Their can be happy at a moment and cry at the other minutes.
Sumtimes, we, grown-ups are not able to be so natural like them.
When we wanna cry, we need to hide aside.. perhaps, to avoid embarassment.
And on the other times, when we're happy, we finds it too hard to show that we can truly laugh happily.
Gone were the days.. when we can smile and cry *when we wished to*

SKY OH SKY...
Skies up high..
Blue, grey or dawn...
They're just as beautiful as in the fairytale...
Have u ever wondered.. Why we prefer to call it nice, blue sky? Or that orange, sunny sky? But seldom heard of WHITE, CLOUDY SKY..
How come?
I've read this short phrases from Cleo mag. recently..
At 1st, it's a like.. We like to say this and that..
Next, it becomes a habit.. And eventually, it's an addiction..
In comparison, if we dun treat it as a habit.. it wouldnt turn out as an addiction.
Wat i've learnt from it is.. if we prefer to say I can do it.. dat means we can. Rather than we practice to say I will try to do it. It sumhow doesnt boost our confidence.. doesnt dat sound pretty true? =)
WORDS of REMEDY-

What i meant by back to those days? Of coz they were the days when i were completely enthusiasted into drawing n sketching interests..
Those were the old days.. my *old* days.. reflects 4 years bek..
Apart from studying.. i love to draw. From sceneries, fruits, comivcs to abstract.. Now thinking bout it.. makes me feel younger, thou..
Time will never fly back unless im willing to take out some of my free time to sit back, relax and hold on the brushes again... DRAW & PAINT-
And i;ve juz completed one drawing few days ago.. juz by using half a day.. Althou it's not dat nice and attractive.. but i still enjoy looking at it. =)
It isnt dat bad after all right? Hehe..
To be truthful, sometimes when we were too busy, we yearn for free time..
Now when so much free time was given to me.. i tend to feel as if i've too much time to do everything..
This is too horrible bcoz im demanding when i dun have. N grumbling when i have too much of 'em all.. >.<
Are u guyz like dis too? But i'll try to do everything i like rite now. Coz by january.. i wud be busy with my one and only project like hell..
NSTP called me twice.. bcoz my project is asking them for sponsorship. I wish my fren, in charge of marketing could persuade them and give us some help in it.
Friends out there.. if u're willing to let me some help financially, could donate some to my project - ASTAR Scrabble Challenge Inter-Varsity. Really needing help here.. But i wud alwiz glad to have ur morale support too.. =)