A girl who loves chocolates, tomyam, spaghetti, shopping, travelling, photography, reading
Talks less but thinks more, or maybe more than you ever imagined....

thegirlnextDOOR

Life hasnt been relaxing for me ever since i came to UM.. after attending talks, camps & meetings every now and then.. It is indeed a good way to learn more and gain more knowledgeable experiences.. Im delighted for knowing so many new frenz.. and at the same time, im so tired.
After 2 weeks of bz-ness.. finally can hv a penny of time to look at my frenster and update myblog.. Im so happy now! For your info, it's 1.28am rite now..
today is beter den last nite. My meeting lasted for 5 hrs yday.. from 9pm till 2 sumting.. Dat was exaggerate.. but, it's the truth..~
In addition.. my daily sleeping time lasts for about 4-5 hrs a day.. bcoz we have to sleep late and wake up early almost every day.. Tmr gonna wake up at 6am coz we gotta have physical training at 6.30am.. well, well, well.. it's tiring.. But, at d same time, i enjoy some of it too..
I cherish the frenship i have during this 2 weeks and the coming days.. n' able to mix wif malays are the greatest treasure i've ever had. Bcoz all of us are equal regardless different ethnics..
Ok.. gotta stop here. Hey, don stop chatting in my shoutbox ya.. I lovelooking at ya comments.. Luv ya alwiz!! Take care evryone..
Im falling sick..sore throat and headache.. gonna sleep now.. Nite..

Im here.. in another home of mine.
Staying in UM with brand new senior roommates and it's a totally new feelings for me.
It's hard to make comparison. Bcoz everyone is unique..
Gonna go to Cameron Highlands for 3 days training camp. Not too anxious. Not too excited. Im in the average group.. the feeling for brand new events, awaiting for many unexpected events to happen.. =)
Not too tired at the moment.. But, in future.. i may not say so anymore. They said we're given these last 2 days to have a good rest~.. Well, dats it.. i guess the days to come is truly very tiresome..
Hopefully, everything goes on smoothly as planned..

Dont know. Know nothing. Juz feel like jotting down a little now..
Uncover each and everyone's true looks.. there are often hidden feelings behind their own faces... I believe most of us may not truly show our true tone of mood everytime on our own FACES.. Becoz none of us are willing to makes others around worry. Therefore, we choose to hide our genuine feelings rite that second.
- I may smile.. dats becoz I'm happy.
- I may smile.. but itz bcoz I dun want others to worry.
- I may cry.. it's becoz I was too overjoyed until tears came rolling down.
- I may cry.. bcoz I'm truly sad..

Humans.. are sumtimes experts in handling emotions.
However, some of us couldn't even afford a second to pretend/hide our sour faces..
Im the latter one.. Don't think that's a good one~

Hm.. tmr i'll be leaving for KL.. Time really flies. Been bek home for almost one month. And now, the other one month im going to spend for training camps & attending to all sort of courses for us, PM. It wont be too dull, nor too fun, i guess! Anyway, its juz a very meaningful process & experience for me... =)

Time sometimes is quite a frightful counting tool.
Im somehow quite afraid of looking at time.

A second of receiving bad news will let me feel utterly down.
A minute of hp msges will turn my whole day into extreme sadness.
An hour of no reply from the receiver means it's hopeless to be receiving another msg.
A day without any happy news will eventually turn myself into large, deep and dark hole.
It turns me down once and again.
Time is no doubt, harmful to me. Im sensitive.. I think a lot... Im juz like that...
Time leads me to sadness. I dislike waiting. Im beginning to detest time..