A girl who loves chocolates, tomyam, spaghetti, shopping, travelling, photography, reading
Talks less but thinks more, or maybe more than you ever imagined....

thegirlnextDOOR

Life's predicted. True or false?

My intuition tells me, it's true but on conditions. That's when you feel you've tried your very best in committing certain things and the outcome isn't as satisfying as you've expected it to be.

My personal judgement tells me certain things don't work out the way you wanted it to be. And that's an ordeal for us; how are we going to handle our disappointment. It isn't very difficult but it requires certain amount of time to heal the wound.

Most importantly, life's not always smooth sailing. Just like driving on the road. You might have to stop when you're at a red light's junction. You might have to make a U-turn when you realised you're not travelling on the right route. At times, you have to avoid potholes when you're behind the wheel. Life's full of barriers.

You're allowed to feel sad over the negative results but at the end of the day, you must get back on your feet again by telling yourself; that's part and parcel of life. The next day is another brand new day. Life goes on. =)

p/s: A blog specially for YOU.

OFTEN, people ask “How’s life?” as a polite gesture, or a way of starting a conversation.
The answer is always similar : “Okay”, “Fine”, or “Damn! Life sucks.”
One day, it occurred to me – isn’t life a greater thing than what we give it credit for?
Fine or okay don’t seem to satisfy me, so here is my perception of life.

Life is something that can't be seen; it has to be lived, experienced and enjoyed. Every living being gets one life and one chance to make things right. That life ought to be enjoyed and loved as well as lived to the max.

Many people's perception of life is shallow or narrow. For some, it is about success and wealth. As for the rest, it's just time passing by. From what I observe, there are 3 categories of people:

* Those who place wealth and success at the top of their priorities. These people know nothing about having fun. It always has to be about dollar signs, status, prestige and how the world looks at them. However, they aren't aware that life is never going to last.

* Those who hate life. These people often look irritated when asked how life is, and will reply that it sucks. They have no freaking idea what they are talking about. Life definitely isn't a straight road. It has bumps, holes, rocks and roundabouts. But at the end of the road, you'll reach your destination and see that it was worth fighting for. A perfect life would be boring. We will have many ups and downs but eventually everything will be fine. It's only a matter of time.

* Those who are always carefree and calm and just take life as it comes. They stress over the neccessary things, laugh more often and they treat life as their best friend. They are the people I favour and try to be like.

The bottom line is, life's amazing. So, before you ask me how life is, think twice and ask me only when you have an hour free to hear me out.

An article by MIRIAM GUNA
-A very meaningful cutout from The Star. =)

Finally..... I can online again!

I still remember the day when I had a drink at night with SN and SE after visiting YH's bb. I told 'em about my laptop's condition and they reminded me to fix it soon rather than waiting for it to burn down. However, who'd ever expect that my laptop actually broke down the next day after their advice. Thanks to their useful words. LoL. =D

I haven't had the time to actually get into my desktop page when the lappie kept ON and OFF on the windows log-in page. That was awful. The lappie was in really emergency condition whereas I needa head to KL the next day. So, I only managed to squeeze out the time to send it into ICU after I got back from KL.

For now, although it is physically old, but I've got a completely new features inside. They had installed Windows 7 and it looks so fancy to me. Haha. I look to explore new things.... I hope this time the lappie can last for another 1 or 2 years before I can save enough to buy a new one. *hopefully*

It's a big secret! For which, I only tell the readers here..

Ooucchh... It's still a bit painful. There is still a mild bleeding..
This morning, the doctor was asking me questions while at the same time he did not tell me he's going to inject the anesthesia into the affected area. After he injected ONLY I realised that was the injection I was terrified about going there.

Well, not long after that, he did the necessary procedures. And, there, my separated tooth (1 became 2)covered in reddish blood was on the silvery tray. That was soooooooo geli. I never imagined everything to complete in such a short time.

And, conclusion.... I lost a big tooth right now~ *bogeh* Kinda embarassing that I actually lost one while I'm just 24 years old. I promised I will never let it happen again.

Wow, it sounds pretty good news for me. After going through several interviews, two companies offer me jobs at the same time... For which, I think I can finally start working at either of the company anytime soon..........(so happy)

After going through 3 phases of interview at IBM and the other private limited company called Texlon, who would believe that after screening and weighing pros and cons and suitability, I have to come out with a conclusion that both are OUT from the acceptance reality. That is the conclusion after consulting a coursemate who is currently in IBM and also chatting with dad.

The details arent that suitable to be revealed here in the blog. That's too long to write. LoL.

Dad said it's better to find a suitable one rather than to be so desperate for a job. "We do not work because we want to work" whereas "We work because we like the work". It's good to apply for the position that suits me but going for interviews is to know the company better. If I don't have the passion for the job, I should reject if they offer me. And I also know the reason why he's saying this. It's to avoid me from job-hopping in the end.

And, so... I shall anticipate for the next call of interview...

I'm gradually turning mouldy at home..

Ever since I've made this decision, I know I have to stick to it and move forward. No more doubts anymore.

But, the searching process is unbelievably tough as well as the waiting time, miserably slow. Not the ones that I want belongs to me. There are so many tonnes of competitors out there.. fighting for the same position.

Well, I also don't dare to hope for much right now. The big dreams of a lil' girl were
all dashed once upon a time ago..

because I realised that

.......lots of things are outside of our plan. They can bounce out out of a sudden, they may not be the ones that you're expecting or may not the the circumstances that you've expected them to be. It does makes me feel so restless facing all the unexpected situations which affect the arranged plan.

In the end, I will tell myself.. "Well, life has to go on...", this is the main reason that gets me still moving on.....